Book Cover

Book Cover
Forgive Me Father for I Have Sinned

Friday, March 16, 2012

Within these Walls

Within these Walls…
Within these walls stands a foundation that is barely standing
Like these wall coming crumbling down my body to weary
to stand the test of time. Whispers echoes beneath the surface
makes you think your the wiser, but then again you hope to escape to
the never, never lands. Out in the open you can fell the breeze of spring winds
come your way. You almost hate to think and feel because once you do
your heart fall to pieces almost too immediately.  Consequences leave you
guessing all the time then you hope and pray for a better tomorrow, and before
you know it the nigh has past you now,  and your way into the mid morning air.
If you could gain the layers from within the foundation you once stood
then maybe just maybe you will survive another God forsaken day. To much to
bear when will this all end. If these wall could talk would they feel or hear my pain.
Instead would it all fall in tiny little pieces, like a jigsaw puzzle you try to gather
up these pieces that are coming apart at the seam. No matter how hard you try
it’s a never ending battle. Like a mural on the wall all I see are shades of gray.
Where has all the color gone, I forget I must stop and smell the roses. for its not
to late to rebuild these walls that are right in front of these  weary, teary eyes of
mine. I see a glimpse of hope I must not turn my back for it might begone before
you ever start to stand straight up again on your own two feet.  Within these walls
they cradle me like a lost long friend, I am at peace now for I no longer hear the
echoes within the frame of these walls. For at last I am free, free at last…

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Book signing

Looks like I will get a couple of book signings in Spring aound March so far they are already booked with six other local Authors. If one is unable to  show then I will be in by stand by...
Although  the other bookstores have  some up coming events they will let me know when I can have my book signing there they said it looks like Jan.28,2012 or The middle of Feb.2012

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

No means No, who agree's?

What do you think, when you say NO it means NO? Who is with me on this. Why is it every time a violation occurs they blame it on the victim, today's society should really take hard look and see when they are blaming the victim that the victim has to relieve it all over again and again....For all of those that have been mistreated, abused, rape or who has had any kind of abuse it is still abuse.

Monday, January 9, 2012

Priest who are predators and seek their prey...

I think all priest should be allowed to get married, then this would stop some of the abuse going on at local churches. Now the pedophile those type of people should get the same punishment that they apprehended the offense to those they hurt literally.

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Vicky Fleming

Vicky Fleming replied to Has anyone ever hurt you so deeply or betrayed you that you feel your heartache constantly even when u try to move passed it , it some how creeps up on you and bites you in the ass...

YES!!! and no matter what you do when you least expect it there it is staring you in the face... Like it just happened to you again...
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Friday, January 6, 2012

Inviting all Facebook friends to share anything that is on you'r mind.

Forgive Me Father for I Have Sinned

This is for those individuals that are to afraid of speaking up, of their similar or sufferred the same fate like I have, I know it is not an easy thing to share, but talking about it and letting it out will help you heal from the inside out. All it takes is Baby steps..Let me know or share your story of how you have been abuse, violated, rape, had incest relative take advantage of you when you were way to young to speak out. The only thing that can get in your way is by being fearful, Fear is wht stops many no several people to stay in their comfort zone.  Remember it is never your fault, you did nothing, so do not put the blame , guilt, shame or embarrassement get to you  and let it weigh you down. The pain, betrayal, heartache and the guard you have built within and around your heart for fear of another trusting soul taking advantage of you is something you are so afraid that it makes you a prisoner within yourself, set yourself free and learn to breathe like you have never breathe before. Come forward and start the process today...

Sincerely.
Julia Villegas Phelps (Author)