Reckless...

Reckless                                 May 18,2012 (Friday)@ 2:03 pm

Here I am reckless with my restless sleep, thinking about how so many obstacle's got in my way that lead to this debacle, as if I were in the Houston Chronicle. This misery of jumping hurdles and climbing walls just to get to the other side leaves me weary, leaves me dreary even though it is now out in the open, so many unanswered questions from those who do not know me. What the hell was I suppose to do when I was to afraid to speak out, for I was just a child, there were know saviors, and I knew I would never be rescued although I overcame with the strength within my soul, because of my spiritual faith that was always intact within my inner core down to the inside of my bone marrow, from every vessel to every fiber of my being, I feel my blood running, so very fast as if it were in a marathon, twirling like a baton I felt it coming out and trying to stay one step ahead of the game, but not even I could win this savage beast that is within my soul, it's the Demon Within, makes you play cat and mouse, always second guessing your every move never knowing who is really true. Or trusting those who are really there, shutting down and closing those out who love you dearly was not my intention perhaps an intervention might come out of this nefarious ferocious, battle that is within me. Reckless siting her with my mind on over drive racing like a speed racing car trying to reach the finish line.  Don't you dare judge me, for you have not walked in my shoe's because if you had I do not believe you could even last. Instead you would have gone insane,and lost your insanity, when I thought I could no longer move, much less walk it was God himself who carried me through the next phase or chapter in my life. Reckless soul, Reckless heart, Reckless mind of mine let me go and set me free for at last I;m no longer in this Reckless determination of termination of my Reckless being, I see the light I am almost there, all I have to do is reach out and grab it and never let it go..So good bye to my tormented, horrific, Reckless soul...I can breathe again for the first time, like I have never breathe before..So long Reckless beast its time to part ways, I will always free myself from your Reckless ways.

Signed Me